Hope

Hope defined as a feeling of expectation and desire for a particular thing to happen. I do think everyone of us do have hope. Hoping to be a teacher, scientist, architecture, stewardess and maybe hoping to find your right soul mate. It's normal to have hopes like these. It's okay if we didn't get to attain our hopes. Who knows you may get something way beyond your expectations? So. Don't lose hope. Obviously, you may not want to just keep on hoping but you need to put in effort too. It takes two hands to clap.

Lost

"You get used to someone—start to like them, even—and they leave. In the end, everyone leaves."



Went a date with (insert name). We texted and everything.. But there's something missing out. Obviously I can't figure it out what is it. I'm just too afraid to meet someone for now. They'll or he'll leave me hanging just like what others did to me back then. And I do not want anything to happen and which it will pull me down too. I'm just too afraid of being played on like a toy. People will play with it if they are bored. How I wished I can find someone who's a perfect match for me. Oh damn it, I sounded as tho I wanna meet my Mr. Right asap. I'm not desperate guys. 

Quotes

"When someone loves you, the way they talk about you is different. You feel safe and comfortable."


I felt dumb cause I've been chasing after someone that don't love me back. Well, the quote says it all. I don't even feel the way they talk about me is different. But who knows, maybe he did? Hmm.. It's soo hard to even know his true feelings. Maybe I'm just an annoying person. And that's the reason why I do not wanna initiate the first move or whatever. Cause I sucks at conversations. Can guys just take the first move? 

Quotes

"No matter how much suffering you went through, you never wanted to let go of those memories."



Every pictures I took is/are a form of memorable thing to me. Cause I may not be able to remember what I did, but with the help of the pictures, I will be able to recall it. Photographs is something that they capture a moment that’s gone forever, impossible to reproduce. Well, people change and it same goes to me too. Of course, I don't wish to erase all those memories even though it may hurt me as I know that's just something I've learnt so far which kept me moving forward.  

Quotes of life

"We are born to be real, not to be perfect."

Sometimes I felt that I'm not perfect for everyone, even to myself. I wanted to be real, but I'm afraid of being judged by horrifying humans. I tried to be real, and people will be like "Chill man", "Fierce siol" and etc. So now you humans out there, want me to be real of myself or "perfect"? 

Just an update (2014 - Current)

Hey guyss!! Whuddup. Okay... So basically now i should at least update about something that was wayyy back in Dec 2014 right. HAHAHAHA!

Well, i cant really rmb so to make it short, my birthday was fall on 21st December. So basically.. what i got for my birthday present was a Pandora bracelet filled with clips, and charms. but... i got it as an advance birthday. hehehe cox I'm way too eager to put that bracelet on. So yea. That gift was from my elder sis tho. And what my mom gave me as a present was a trip to Japan. ^_^

Well... i wanted to download my birthday gifts... but the pictures is in my small memory card and i misplaced my memory card reader. So for now, i cant upload the pictures here. So yall just need to read these draggy mamma post. HAHAHAHA!

Oh and a day before my bday.. On the 20th Dec, i bought 2 new charms for my Pandora and a new purse bag from Kate Spade Saturday. AND ITS PINK IN COLOUR!!!!

Basically... I spent my money on those stuffs.. and now i'm like someone without money.. shit ballzzz.. i overspent my money... and now i'm dying to save up my money to go travelling and also to buy some new clothes... DAMN!!

Holy ballz.... i recently rejected a job offered by my brother's workplace.. and yeah, the whole family was mad at me.... Technically, my elder sis and my mom doesnt wanna spend their money on me until i find a job. whutttt..  SHIT JUST GOT REAL!

WHATEVER. Got nothing else to say. Hurhur.
Have fun reading. And excuse my bad english.
Cheers!