It's just the beginning of the year.. And i'm mentally drained. It feels like the workload and everything just being hard on me. I don't think anyone would understand this feelings whereby it is very tiring to act okay and always be strong when in reality you're close to the edge. I guess if people care a lot about you; they will actually felt the change in you and will check on you. Yes, i'm tired.. But i'm not like sleepy tired. I'm just tired of everything. I just wish i can just put everything down and just run to somewhere relaxing. Just lie down while looking up at the amazing sky or listen to the waves crashing against the shore. It's just soo torturous and toxic... I guess.. it's better.. to just give up on everything and change the environment. Cause in the end, no one will care. You just gotta live your life to the fullest and never expect anyone to be there by your side always cause one day they might leave your side. Never too dependent on someone cause if once they're gone.. You'll be crippled and you'll find yourself useless or worthless. But if there's someone who would be there by your side no matter what, it's a blessing from God I would say. I really hope, I'm that one lucky person. God bless.
"I don't stop when I'm tired, I stop when I'm done"
