Putting the past behind you

In order to live your life happily and peacefully, all you gotta do is put the past behind you. Never let the past haunt you down and stop you from moving forward. Don't be silly and dwell with the past because it's over. No point dwelling over something that has already happened and cannot be changed; do not cry over a spilt milk. Don't talk about it anymore. You yourself who gotta stop talking and thinking about it because no one else can help you! Why you wanna make the past do this to you when it wasn't your fault in the first place? Why let the one who cause this problem live her life happily? So, just stop holding onto the past and focus with the present and the future. Good things will come to people who is patient enough to face all sorts of problem. Just believe in yourself. Give yourself some healing time and I'm sure you'll be happy as ever.

"Stop holding onto the past"

Jealousy

Haters will be hating. It's okay guys, just be proud that at least there's people who is jealous of you. Reason behind this is because... They can't be like us, they're below us or they can't have someone they wanted to be with, obviously. It sucks when he/she try to get your partner's attention and made all kinds of nonsensical stories to others. As a girl, I know some girls/boys will be quite insecure after this problem occurs. So, whenever his/her partner were to post a pic with another boy/girl and not him/her, he/she will tend to get jealous. Obviously, who wouldn't. In order to let the other party feel secure and loved, guys.. Yall should just do something that he/she will be happy. Not just physically, but show off a bit too (but not too much). You don't need any social media to tell others your story, but once in a while, you gotta show to people from your social media platforms that you're proud to have a partner like him/her etc. So at least, other girls/boys will know that you're an attached person and they won't stand a chance to be with you. It's okay if the viewers are not happy with it, as long as you and your partner are happy and fine with it. I may be wrong here, but this is just my point of view from what I've observed so far. Don't take it to hard ya. God bless all of you and your partners.

"You don't live your life to please everyone".

Sorry

Just a quick one. Sorry to all my loved people; those who matters in my life. Well... I mean we're humans so we are bound to make mistakes. Nobody's perfect, am I right? I just wanna take this opportunity to whoever read this post that I do wanna apologise sincerely for hurting any of yall without me realising it. However, thanks for staying with me no matter what happens. I'm sooo thankful to have yall in my life.

"Do i even deserve this?"

Expectations?

In life, you just gotta stop putting in too much expectations. Why is that so? High expectations might bring you a great disappointment. Well, IF you didn't meet your expectations. BUT, if you managed to meet your expectations, then that's good for you. Also, stop expecting others to do things the way you wanted it to be. It's just because they got their own way to live their life. You can't control anyone tho they said they will do it or not. Just let them make their own choices, and we'll just observe and be there for them. Therefore, try to keep your expectations as low as possible because that's the secret to happiness instead of being sad and overthinking. 

"Expect the unexpected."

Grudges?

Trying to let it go. Like those friends who actually lied to me and those who somehow pulled my self esteem down real bad. It's okay, yall can go ahead and say i'm jealous of your relationship or what. But, tbh, i'm not. Cause first of all, your relationship also aint that healthy. So for what am i supposed to be jealous of your unhealthy relationship. I know i may dated or whoever that comes to me are the "bad" kinda guys. But that doesn't mean my future boyfriend will be the bad kinda guy. 

Oh, so what if i got driving license but no car. Seriously. All i can do right now is i can rent a car. Or either i can buy a car anytime i want. So just shut it. And you go get yourself a license first. I also can't change the fact that, my family car has gone because of car accident last year. So, in the meantime, i may not have a car to drive. But trust me, i gonna get myself a car soon. 

And with that, i shall end my post here. Shall update yall soon (with proper post)!

I finally got my license!!!

okay, idk how to explain or tell you guys in detailed. But, i'll try my best to tell yall. 

okay, i had my license from ubi cdc. So, in short, imma school learners for both BTT and FTT. Aft that i open a private account for my driving lessons. So, basically, i got my instructor via pdireviews.com. Honestly, i was soo afraid if i gotten myself those rude or fierce instructor. The instructor i chose was one of the recommended ones ah, so why not i give it a try right. And, guess what, i got myself a very nice, patient and understanding instructor. 

So, to cut short... I got my driving lessons every week without fail unless i cant make it for that week. So far, i only cant make it for one lesson. Other thn that, i had my driving lessons every week. Well, first day, i paid him $86 inclusive of lesson fee($36/H) and registration fee($50). Then i think my 8th lesson, he asked me to bring like $200/$250 for 6 circuit lessons (i cant rmb how much i paid). Oh and on that day itself, he booked for me TP test which is on the 24 Nov. 

On 22 Nov, i had my very last prac with him. So, he told me to bring like a total of $326 which inclusive of rent car fee ($250), lesson fee ($36) and additional $40 for another circuit lesson(which was for my warm up on the 24 Nov). So basically, i had like 7 circuit lessons. 

In total, i had like 14 lessons with him inclusive of the warm up. HEHEHEHE!!! I started learning around late August. And wala, i got my license on the 24 of Nov(btw i took auto class). FAST GAME HOR! Basically, it took me about 3 months to get my license. I love my instructor. I dont mind recommending to anyone my instructor. 

So if you guys curious or wanting to know who is my down to earth instructor, okay here:

Mr Lee Liak Hong

Car model: Toyota axio 2016

Private instructor at ubi cdc. ^_^

Well, if you want his number, you can comment here or just search pdireviews >> ubi cdc >> class 3a >> and go find his name. 

Sadly, i didnt managed to take a pic with him :(

Moving on

Sometimes in life, you just gotta accept it and move on. No matter how much it's gonna hurt you, you just gotta accept it and continue moving forward. Never ever let anything or anyone bring you down. You just gotta pull yourself up and BE STRONG, BE CONFIDENT and BE YOURSELF. Life may be hard for you, but that's the purpose of you living, right? The things you want may never come easy. So, face the fact and move on.