I'm very much happier

The past few months can be hard for you guys. Prolly due to a bad break up, lose a friend etc. It's okay, don't worry. Cause all this happened for a reason. Take it like a lesson learnt for yall, like what you can improve in yourself or plainly.. They're just toxic to be in your life to start with. Why bother and make yourself feel all shitty when you didn't do any grave mistakes. All you did was trying to understand them but yet, you've been left all alone in a dark hole pondering about what they're up to. People lied cause they don't wanna lose you and they wanna have other attentions from other people. In short, they love attention. If you can't give him/her the support that they wanted, they will eventually go hunt for other girls/guys for the support from them. Why bother be with them if they think you wont support him/her for what they wanna do? It's pretty obvious that they already found another source that supported him/her to the extend he/she doesnt care if you wanna stay by their side. Don't be dumb, just leave. And of course, once you leave a toxic relationship which filled with lies or friendship which filled with unwanted remarks, you sure be happy as hell! Like you'll be able to be happy and don't care about unnecessary people in your life. Also, what they do doesn't bother you anymore cause they'll be gone from your life and your mind. They are whom you can call toxic. Toxic people shall flock together with toxic people. Cause they will be happy eventually due to their lies to one another and how dramatic they will be. I'm not asking yall to hope for the worst for them, but to wish them all the best with whatever they do. Hope they don't fall into a big hole while avoiding a small hole. What you can do now is be happy cause if someone who really loves you(be it as a friend), they will make you happy or rather their presence itself can make you happy. 

"You don't know how happy I am. I'm very happy."

Moving on

Never cry for someone who hurts you, just smile and say: "Thanks for giving me the chance to find someone better than you". If someone really love you, they will never hurt you with his actions, words or his selfish decisions.

Stop wasting your tears and effort for someone who does not see your worth and appreciate you. They will only start to appreciate you and miss your presence the moment you left them for good and they got nothing left. Provided they think losing you was a huge mistake for them. If not, don't even bother knowing.

Don't ever care about what your ex is doing cause they don't even care about what you're doing. He will just felt that their long awaited freedom and no one to control him has finally come. Calling your own gf cheating on someone else when she don't; is a sucha BIG TURNOFF! Prolly that's just a reverse psychology, where your "bf" and the girl he's with always are cheating. (it's just an assumption like who in the right world would trust his own girl friend and not his own girlfriend?).

Never let a guy take you for granted. You may have everything, but he doesn't. Yes, you loved him for who he is... But it's not the same for him. Cause he might only love you for what he don't have in him. Just don't let him used you. If he does, he will tend to control you and make you his "slave" whenever yall fight or whatever. He will never blame himself for causing soo much pain and problems in this relationship. Reason being... He knew you will be the one giving in, the one to blame yourself for everything and also he knew you won't leave him his side no matter what happens.

So before you get hurt yourself a little more.. Let him go and move on. Never look back in the past ever again. Never ever ever ever be curious about what is he doing or his wellbeing. DON'T! If you still continue to care all these little things.. It just mean that you can't really move on and will stuck forever at the same position. You just gotta move forward and look into the bigger picture. There's many other guys out there who is better and waiting for you. So, don't ever look back to a someone who does not worth your time and effort instead look forward for the better ones who appreciate your effort and most importantly.. YOU for being you.

"Don't look back - move on"

Priorities

Why still continue to prioritise someone who doesn't put you first in their priorities list? Why are you even hurting yourself? Don't ever prioritise someone who don't prioritise you first. At most, you will get hurt knowing that your expectations doesn't met. You shouldn't be expecting anything actually. Like my previous post.. "Expect the unexpected". Why go that extra mile when that someone is just enjoying the fact that you're prioritising him/her BUT you don't get anything in return. Well, I'm not saying you shouldn't but as long you're sincere go ahead. But, as a human beings, we do have limits. Ask yourself, until when will you still be sincere and go that extra mile when you didn't get anything in return. Instead, all you got was.. You're just either their second option or rather third option after his/her friends. Why do that when you actually put him/her as your first option instead of your friends or fam etc.? Do you still think it's fair? Even though you and him/her went out with your individual friends, you're curious about his/her whereabouts or what are they up to. But, does he/she cares about your whereabouts or what are you up to? At most he/she will just reply you when he/she got the time or already heading home. Cuz why? That friend's attention are more crucial and important as compared to your texts. Actions speak louder than words. So, ask yourself again.. Are you really a girlfriend or a boyfriend material to him/her or just a thing for him/her to have fun with?

All in all, it's YOU who put in too much for the relationship. Like you're the one who is afraid of losing him/her and not them. Just an advise for yall, please don't let your partner take granted of you yeah. Make him/her know your worth. If he/she seemed not scared of losing you, by all means, you should leave that toxic relationship. Reason is... He/she knew you won't leave. So, know your worth and think what is right and what is not yeah. Why be in a relationship where you are not his/her first priority? Heart breaks ain't easy, but it's better to leave the toxic relationship than to stay. Am I right?

Now it's 2019 already my lovelies! Let's start the year with positive vibes and set your priorities right! Don't forget to love yourself more than loving others okay!

"Self love is the best therapy"